Honey, that's all you need to see.

You notice the little things about me. You notice when my hair is done differently or if I’m wearing something new. You even notice when I take a shower in the morning instead of at night. I don’t know how, but you do.

Tonight you pointed out how your favorite color is green and I said I know. And in return you said “you should. You’ve asked me at least four times what my favorite color is since we met. And I you still haven’t told me yours.” So I told him. And pointed out that my iPod case is green. He knows now.

We know each other so well. And yet sometimes we don’t know each other at all. We just get each other. We are slowly becoming best friends even if we don’t realize it. We’re getting to the point where we both start conversations. Not just me. And you actually try to hold a conversation.

You noticed today that I got a little jealous when you mentioned something and you stopped talking about it immediately. I know that we will never get back together, but we are getting closer and closer every day. 

“Why do you wanna talk about my life?”

“Because we haven’t hung out in like a week.”

“I’m sure you enjoyed not seeing me.”

“Do I ever?”

We both knew the answer to that. You looked at me and smiled and I smiled back. The moments we share at Sonic are priceless. Just talking about everything and sorting everything out. We could order for each other with no hesitation.

#3, tots, large vanilla shake. #1, tots, Dr. Pepper. We always eat the tots first. Then you move straight to your burger and I usually wait a few minutes before I start on mine. You always ask if you can have the rest and I always say no. Then I end up taking it home and texting you telling you I should’ve let you have it.

We have become a part of each other. I’m sure we both try to deny it, but it’s true. We have memories that we will never forget. I know that I won’t have to worry about our friendship becoming weak. We hang out with each other at least twice a week. Usually three times a week.

Things are going great right now. I wouldn’t change anything.

I like the way things are going right now between us.

I like the fact that you’re texting me back and trying to keep a conversation.

I just like this.

So we did get to hang out tonight. It was nice. You told me I could’ve picked you up at any time today. I didn’t know if you were being serious or not. I spent several hours playing Mario Kart waiting for a text. Then I finally send you one and I get a text back saying you’re at your ex girlfriends cookout. What? But whatever. I got you for the rest of the night. Worth it.

Hanging out with an ex?

I don’t trust you with your exes.

I know from experience that sometimes you can be a little too close with them.

Well that’s just a load of disappointment.

(Source: nickthedinosaur)

Things fell apart. Alex broke up with me this morning while I was sitting in history.

It’s kinda bullshit though because he wants us to still act like a couple and stuff and I’m like if I’m single I’m gonna do whatever the fuck I want. So.

I’m not sad or mad or whatever. If anything I’m happy. Our relationship just wasn’t meant to be right now.

We may try again in a little while.

Things are better now (: